现在已经是7月22日早上5：05，但由于这里跟英国严重时差的关系，我两个小时前已经进入了半睡半醒的状态。突然发现，如果晚上躺着睡不着的时候，时间是过得如此地慢...怎么办?只好跑到隔壁的书房上网。

  二月底回来后一直都没写过日志了,也许是太忙,又或者是太累,说到底其实就是太懒罢了.回来之后马上开始GP的实习,可恶的MEDICAL SCHOOL明明知道我没有车,竟让我跑到老远的地方实习,还是我自己一个人在那诊所.坐完汽车要转火车,之后还要转一趟汽车才能到,最快也得一个半小时,真要命!幸运的话,可以搭上在那工作的一个医生的顺风车(那可是保时捷).不过无论怎样,也得早出晚归.诊所里的人都很友善,给我的第一印象不错.在那实习的时候跟护士呆在一起的时间比较多,因为那里的医生真正接诊的时间不多.其中最有趣的是第一次帮8个星期大的BB做常规检查,说真的,那时侯我的TUTOR叫我开始的时候,我还是有点不知所措.好不容易检查完毕,幸亏没把她掉到地上,捏一把汗.后来要帮她穿回衣服,才发现原来BB是不会自动自觉地把小腿伸到裤腿里头的,窘死了!

 

 

 

  我的SPACE已经有一个多月没更新过了,有时候真的不知道是自己太忙了,还是太懒了,大概是半斤八两吧.这个学期终于结束了,我们课程的PHASE 2也告一段落了,感觉好长啊~~~其实也只不过是6个多月罢了.刚刚考完期末试,松一口气,心情也顿时的好了起来.等待已久的黎明终于在漫长的黑夜后呈现.星期五,两个同屋帮我看了成绩,又顺利地混过了一年,离DR.HUANG这个称谓又迈进了一步.

 

I really think that it is time for me to upgrade my space so that people know that I am still alive. Internet has been down for nearly two months at home – life is so dull without it. Gradually, my patience is wearing off days after days. How annoying!

  The first placement finally ended yesterday after ten weeks. It has seemed to be endless and I had been dragging myself to the hospital every morning – not motivation whatsoever. There is too much disappointment for being a baby medical student. I always feel that I am in people’ s way as there are nothing much I can do or I am allowed to do without supervision. Taking history, doing examination on patients, taking blood and performing an ECG, basically that was all I did in the practical aspect, I feel unsatisfied. I remembered that on the first day of this attachment, I spent an hour on taking a history from this friendly but dementia grandpa. However, when I looked up his notes in the record, surprisingly, I discovered that he had been telling me story. At that moment, I really did not know whether to laugh or cry. Anyway, the project we need to do for each attachment sucks, it takes ages but it is useless.

Oh well, I cannot believe that there is another 10-week ahead. Add oil and just do it!

之一：

  女人真小器，别人一句”I don’t miss you as much as you miss me”就能让你不开心上好几天。老是找藉口不给别人打电话，别人却没察觉到不对劲，真是可笑。想想这种行为也真有点以小人之心度君子之腹，不要得。最后还不是不了了之，连脾气也没发上，应该说是不感发，又或者是不知道怎么发。自讨没趣！

  不知不觉，Anthony回来差不多两个月了，最近见得很多，跟之前比较有点天渊之别。人总是那么的贪得无厌！

 

之二：

  放假两个星期了，朋友们旅游的旅游，回家的回家。屋子里空空的，整个城市也安静了不少。最近不知道为什么特别想家，巴不得马上就毕业回国，也许是思乡吧。不是不喜欢英国，只是老觉得少了点什么似的，也许是亲切感，或归属感，这里没有什么属于自己的。很多人都羡慕像我们这种出国留学生，但可又知道我是多么留恋在家里的一切；就向《围城》的故事那样：外面的人想进来，里面的人想出去。以前读这本书的时候并没有如此深刻的体会，现在确有点如梦初醒的感觉。现在可以做的也就是珍惜！

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

今年的母亲节刚刚过去,我的母亲还是跟过去的几年一样,收到我在远方寄的贺卡,却没有我在她身旁为她庆祝.可是跟往年不一样的是,今年的母亲节我没在英国, 而是跑去北京了.

 

  两个多星期前,当人还是在那沉闷的书海中苦苦挣扎的时候,一种想家的感觉油然而生.给妈妈打个电话,跟她说了,不但要回家,还想去北京一趟,了一个心愿.出乎意料的,她很爽快的答应了.另我诧异的是,她竟然说你现在长大了,很多事情自己拿主意就好了.哗~~~感动死了, 无语! 真的得谢谢她对我的理解和信任.

 

  在北京呆了四天多,其实干的事情并不多,主要还是恢复元气,昨天终于赶在台风光临广州前回家了.现在的心情很轻松,外面有着缕缕的微风拌着丝丝温暖的阳光.真的,我爱我的家!

 

 

 

`Hello, everybody! There will be an International Fiesta on the 21st of March at the Octagon. Free food and shisha will be served from 7:30 to 9:30. Great performances starts at 9:30 which include Belly dance, Malaysian dance, live rock band and so on. It is going to be a fantastic night. All the proceeds are going to the Macmillan Cancer Relief. Please come and bring your friends along to support us!'--This was the message that I have been sending and speaking out for I do not remember exactly the number of times in the last week. All my friends in Sheffield who are on my contact list must have seen this, I also put it on our university's BBS but there were hardly any replies. In the last few days just before the event, people from our committee just went everywhere to make announcement and give out fliers to make people aware of this event. I gave out announcements after seminars with our research group, I went to two halls of Residences during their dinner time, also waited around on Mapping Street with Sharon to do the last-minute publicizing. That was cold, tiring and non-stop! People must think that we were mad...It was actually the first time that I talked to so many strangers on the same day.

 

  Door was supposed to open at 7:30 on Tuesday evening, but we were delayed by everything and there was already a long queue at the door by the time we were semi-ready. Our committee people were all busy helping with food serving, ticket selling and so on; everybody was fully occupied. Food was going very quickly, in the Chinese stalls, the beef noodles and the Singaporean noodles are the most popular ones, it was sold out extremely promptly. By 9 o'clock, most of us were starving but we did not have much time left to prepare for our dance. Therefore, I quickly had some Hokkian rice and a African dumpling to keep myself going, but on the other hand, I was worried that my tummy would stick out. Oh well, never mind!

 

  The Malaysian dance started at about 10:15, we just had enough time to get change without putting much makeup on. Luckily, all of us have the natural beauty, hehe! I was so nervous that I could not help shivering before the dance; I tried hard to remember every single move. Thankfully, the dance went well apart from me dropping the fan at the very last part when we were in the final formation. How embarrassing! I hope that not too many people noticed at that point, but it definitely displayed the mistake clearly on the video when I looked at it afterwards. Belly dance went well too, all of the sexy dancers did so well that people thought they had been learning that for a long time, but in fact, they did not start it until a month ago. Extraordinarily impressive! Rhuti’s Indian dance was amazing especially with her knee dance. Although her thigh was injured, she insisted on performing on the evening as planned. She was such a good performer and her dance drew all the audients’ full attention. Well done to all of us!

 

  The whole event finished at about 2am, everybody was knackered by then. In summary, I have to say that the Misc International Fiesta was a success. Despite that we experienced a huge amount of difficulties during our organizing process, we put all our efforts together to overcome all the barriers. It was a good turnout on the evening and our performances had high recommendations. I am so proud of our Medic’s International Committee. It was such a good start and I am sure the next year’s International Fiesta will be even more brilliant and enjoyable!  

 

  Here, just a quick special thank you to all of us, especially Zii (Main organizer), Rooman (program coordinator), Muffy (Malaysian dance comlier) Manvin (Poster and flier designer) and Jack (my friend who came the whole way from York to help and support us). WELL DONE AGAIN!